If my Nonna, my Italian grandmother, had lived, she would be 105 years old today. So befitting that her birthday happened to fall on Earth day, too. She was a savvy and sensual Taurus, in love with all of life and animals and nature and the best cook I have ever met. She taught me how to cook too and I am forever grateful for that. So, today, on this beautiful, sunny Earth Day, I feel inspired to share. I am so sorry I have not been more diligent and write more often, but I only do when the muse calls :)

Maybe it is Spring, but I feel, yet again, renewed. I feel very stable emotionally and connected to all, which is a gift in itself.  I struggle still with my novels, I have two going at the same time, both mean the world to me. Mostly I struggle with Kobalt, the sci-fi/fantasy one. I feel this book is in me, yet I think I am not ready, or cool enough, to write it. I know this is rubbish thinking, it is not what I choose to believe. I a going to dive into the writing and see what happens; this time more than ever, I feel I need to soar and create second by second, heartbeat to heartbeat. The Universe has been telling me to trust It and myself and I am going for it!!!! :)

I am single again and doing great, I am happy for having had the experience with Malek and I am grateful for the lessons, too. I am loving myself more now, I am becoming protective of my heart (it gets battered worn on the sleeve, trust me) and I know my next partner will be my Soulmate...yes, as cheesy as it sounds, I believe! Once again I am invited to trust the Universe. The Angels are prompting me to think ad write only positive words so that my fondest dreams may manifest. It feels good to want good things for me now. I am mostly talking about self-love, pampering, showing myself the same kindness I show others, for a change. In fact, I have a mani-pedi booked for me and  a friend this Friday, something I have not let myself have in 5 years! And I went shopping for new skin care today too.  I make it a point to talk to Angels and Star Beings and to meditate daily.

I feel worthy of love and passion and trust and faithfulness and all the good things that the right spiritual and romantic relationship is supposed to bring. My friends and family (my 2 adorable cats are included of course!) continue to be my greatest source of love and support, they do not know how grateful I really am. I nearly lost a friend when I chose to tell him that I am a Starseed/Walk-in. He is really weirded out by it and I am so sorry I ever told him, but, after a year of being FB friends, I thought he should know who I am, what I write about, what I believe. I only tell close friends but, when Ziggurat10 finds a publisher, well, the cat's out of the bag for everyone who knows me and reads me.  I am not ashamed and, as for "crazy" I have been called that all my life, it does not burn me any more. I love and appreciate myself in its entirety, I am happy to be me, warts and all. This is a realization that makes me feel deeply beautiful. Hoping and praying, every day, for a better world, trying to anesthetize the ugliness by looking at the beauty, by staying in the Light.
 My next step of self love is guiding me to daily sessions of Yoga and dancing. then the writing should follow, Yup, I feel centered, bitches LOL :P XOXOXOX

A Reawakening

It has been 7 months since I quit my job in retail because of clinical depression. In fact, the job has had a lot to do with precipitating this episode. I am now clear with myself: when I work again, it will be writing, editing and doing translations, from my home.

Since then, I have been astonished, every day, at the freedom I have had to take care of myself, to nap when I needed, to cook, to journal and be introspective. Over the months I have had ups and downs with my mental health. I turned 51 three days ago and I have been feeling myself transforming, healing, percolating (about my writing, about my life) and feeling that, finally, I can let go of the now stagnant daily routine of survival and comfort, as I feel I must now be reborn to my writing, to my relationships, especially how I view myself, and the world and my place in it. I feel a clearing and a spiritual renewal calling me to write and share of myself with Humanity. I have been quiet for months about everything, busy healing as I said, and now I hope that this momentum stays with me, because I want to wake up in the morning and get out of my comfort zone (the bed or the couch, which I adore) and dance to the music that moves me and do work on my novels, write e-mails, communicate. The gate is open again and all I have to do is follow the guidance of my Angels to thrive and be the best version of me that I can be. I want to make a difference in the world by speaking up - I feel every person's opinion counts, by sharing, we network and if we share with love and honesty in our hearts, we can achieve a state of higher consciousness. It is as simple as smiling at a stranger or paying for someone's coffee at the cafe' - any Human, heart-driven action is valid and fruitful. Random acts of kindness tend to multiply.

I am delighting in being well now, being closer and closer to who I am - the Divine Self . I am not there, not by a long-shot, but I am closer to is that I have ever been in this life.

As I count my blessings, like my little family, cats included, and friends,  I just hope that, some day, I can heal the relationship I have with my mother and sister in Italy. We love each other but we think very differently about life and relationships.

I am going to fight to maintain my positivity, to live driven by Love and not by Fear, and to love and accept who I have become. I am proud of myself, I am convinced that developing some discipline is all that I need to thrive as a woman and as a writer.  I am blessed with great guidance from above. Speaking of which, I have now a second "E.T. scar" behind my left shoulder. I feel my Star family has had a hand in my recovery and I am, as always, humbled and grateful.

Asking for global mercy for Gaza

I am neither a Muslim or a Jew, nor am I particularly politically or religiously minded, but I am a writer with a conscience, and I have something to say about what is in happening in Gaza (as well as other distressed areas of the world). My sadness and indignation at the images I see are beyond words, but I will try to express what is in my heart and mind.

There are ethnicities and religions that are preferred by The New World Order. Generally speaking, they devalue every living Being but themselves and they only play favorite as long as keeping us pitted against each other, makes their game interesting and profitable. These are the forces behind the majority of the world's governments. They literally play with us all and we have to stop letting them by being aware of what they do and stop fighting each other.  If only all people and soldiers everywhere realized that PEACE means global freedom, they would stop following orders or seeking retribution and create a better world for everyone, rather than support the toxic status-quo globally.

Israel, as Zion/NWO beacon, has, unfortunately, become exactly like their former Nazi opressors. This cold-heartedness and lack of conscience belongs to the leaders of the world, NOT the people of any particular country. I know there are Jews grieving for Gaza.

I want my dear Muslim friends, always maligned, misinterpreted and blamed for terrorism, that they MATTER; their lives and their children's MATTER to the rest of Humanity. They are no more guilty of anything than any other religion or country. As we see (online) the heart-wrenching images of tortured and killed Palestinians and their CHILDREN, we have to ask ourselves, would the world
 do something if these victims were not Muslim? There are adults abusing and killing children. Think about that.

All I can do is pray and stay aware, we ALL must. The world has to help Palestine. I do not have the answers but I believe in TRUTH and staying aware of the "game" world leaders play with us; I believe in peace, happiness and security for ALL regardless of creed, gender, nationality etc. I also believe in prayer - I am sending all my love, healing and best wishes to Gaza and everyone grieving for Gaza. And for Heaven's sake, WHERE is the humanitarian aid for Palestine? We shall all be free and thriving when we stop fighting and unite in peace and have compassion for each other.

So much has been happening lately, mostly good - I am learning to expect only good things and, as per the Law of Attraction, they come! I am healing from my separation and, in the meantime, I am finding who I am, and I like myself, I love myself now and I understand it is important to love me before expecting that anyone else does.

I am making some really awesome, highly vibrating friends on and off Facebook and, actually, I am in the midst of a reunion with some of the members of my Family of Light. We are all family, of course, these are just souls with whom I shared my past/concurrent lifetimes. I feel love for everyone, I feel it is unconditional and without labels and expectations. I feel supported by my loved ones everywhere and by the Universe! This is a great time to be alive :) I feel, and I see, that Humanity is waking up and we are coming together, understanding that love, unity and sharing are the way to a prosperous future for everyone, and for our amazing children and the animals on the planet. we are all ONE.

Music has always been vital to me and connected to my spiritual life. On my Facebook travels I connected with two amazing Iranian young men who promote Psytrance music - my most favorite kind of music on the planet and, obviously, theirs. I am learning a lot from them and I believe that Starseeds are encoded to love trance music because it connects us to space, and, for cosmic travelers, that is our home and comfort. Often we talk about "Flying" or being on a "journey" when listening to this kind of music, it is very exciting!!! It connects and unites people in Love and Peace, which is what Hadi and Farzin, as promoters of Pytrance are trying to do. For those interested, please check out their FB page:

https://www.facebook.com/PSYNEMA.IR?fref=ts

What am I listening to right now?? A track that Hadi shared with me, produced by is friend Aaresch of CryptexMarble, it is called Pampelonne:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrMlgU6mg2I&feature=share

Now, as of two days ago, lady Serendipity lead me to spontaneously do psychic readings on Facebook, in the Starseeds group!  Someone started posting their photo and asking for a reading and so, we were all reading each other!  It is a labor of love and it is fun an fulfilling, since we are sharing and helping each other. Now, my Spirit sister and dearest friend, Jenna, had the great idea of creating a group just for readings, and for those interested, here is the link:

 https://www.facebook.com/groups/345672265570899/?fref=ts

Ok, so, since I did a few readings and people found them to be "right on" (to my surprise, though a lady who read for me said I am quite psychic, but I have, so far, put that gift on the back burner and it is time that it came out to help people!!!) I was reading about Starseeds' planets of origin, I was asked to create a group specifically for those kind of readings. This is the link:

https://www.facebook.com/groups/537822979648849/

 I am going to include here an excerpt from my book Ziggurat10: Journals of the Last Wandering about some channeled material I received about the different species in the Cosmos, to  keep as reference for those of you who are looking to identify their soul's origins:

August 17th, 2009 notes from Channeling on the Ouija: The Soul Hubs.

     May 9^th, 2009 notes following a channeling about some of the most common space species and inter-dimensional Beings that I am, apparently, familiar with. See which soul-race(s) you most identify with! You will share characteristics with them. Notice that the writing style of the following material is colloquial and immediate and so by choice; I transcribed directly from my channeling notes and did not edit to preserve authenticity.

Starseeds and Walk-Ins

These are what my Guide calls Universals. They are Beings whose mission is to travel the universe by incarnating into different civilizations. They lower their vibrational frequency in order to adapt to lower vibrating planets or dimensions. Starseeds incarnate into a body at birth; walk-ins subconsciously contract to swap places with another soul who has decided, for whatever reasons, to exit the lower plane of existence. Both starseeds and walk-ins seek and disseminate knowledge and use it to raise everywhere it is deemed possible and worthwhile. Also known as “cosmic wanderers”. Key-words are: quest; sacrifice; awareness; accelerators of spiritual evolutions; unconditional love and well-being. Most come from the 5^th dimensional plane and up; if you are a starseed or walk-in, you have been around, so to speak.

The Zon and Cegiacida

As I have said, Zon is one of the Soul Hubs, dimensional planes within the star system Cegiacida. Souls of Zon provenance tend to be cosmic wanderers. In terms that we can comprehend, we must think of the Elements in Western Astrology: Water/Air are the “essence” of these kind of souls. The dimensional plane, like the rest of the Universe, has a Light side and a Dark one. There is no good and evil, just Yin and Yang, so to speak. Active and passive modes of being. This Hub is characterized by highly developed Light technology; total, unconditional love, telepathy, Oneness. They are crafters of spiritual and Faith issues. These souls are spiritually advanced. The Zon travel the cosmos to absorb negativity and transmute it into love and positivity. Starseeds of Zon and Cegiacida provenance are rather selfless and they tend to be very empathic in order to “feel” what another Being does, the goal being to help them psychically transform their Energy into a positive.

Cegiacida, as a galaxy, is characterized by the energies of Earth (as in grounding element) and Fire, which makes the Beings living there a bit more emotional and outgoing than the Zon.

The Vondon

Yet uncharted star system (by Earth’s point of view). Light-beings, born channelers and mediums/healers. Great inter-consciousness communicators; benevolent, they practice service for their own and others’ spiritual advancement. Highly evolved, most of them transitioned a long time ago from dense body form to light. They follow the evolution of Consciousness in the Universe; they are linked to the Akashic records and souls record-keeping. They teach and inspire other races to communicate from the feeling level up to the mental.

The Angels

These are what I call “Universals”; these are Light Beings who serve God and Humanity, as well as other species in the Universe. They are selfless, kind, and protective. They are all-knowing and they feel unconditional love for All and dedicate their existence to Service. They are present in the Kabbala (the Tree of Life) and I would suggest reading anything written on the subject by Doreen Virtue, as well as using her wonderful Angel Cards to consult with the Archangels and the Angels daily, or anytime the need arises. They will be there. They also express themselves through Numerology, I recommend Doreen Virtue’s book: Angels Numbers 101.

The Pleiadians

Pleiades star system; 5^th dimensional. They are characterized by a sense of balance, love of music and sensuality and a penchant for humor and laughter. Having read all of Pleiadian channel Barbara Marciniak’s books, I consider her an authority on the subject. Idea of Earth as “Living Library”, meaning that Humans carry in their DNA that of many other space races. Pleiadians feel connected to us and feel a willingness to help us evolve as they played a role in the shaping of Human civilization. Key words relating to them are: The arts; wisdom; knowledge; inspiration; motivation; manifestation.

The Annunaki

Planet of origin, Nibiru; 5^th dimensional Beings. Zecharia Sitchin has written extensively about them and I highly recommend reading his books. They Annunaki seed civilizations, and they seeded ours here on Earth by genetically combining the DNA of the indigenous simian Homo Erectus with their own DNA, thus producing us, Homo Sapiens. After seeding civilizations, they often leave them to develop on their own, as they did with Earth: Sumeria, Crete (Minoan civilization), Egypt, South America with the civilization of the Aztec, Inca and Maya, Atlantis, are all theirs. Annunaki Magickal knowledge has survived in some present day Toltec masters. Read Carlos Castaneda’s books to explore this more in depth. Some say that the Annunaki were created from the union of Orions and Sirians. They are passionate, seminal, creative, now very advanced spiritually as well as technologically. They observe Humanity’s process of evolution and are supposed to be one of the ET races to come back to visit us on or after 2012. Keywords associated with them are: Life-givers; creators; manifesters; sacred sexuality (masters of Tantra); positive magick.

My opinion on the Annunaki and Earth’s current “gold rush” initiated by the Illuminati:

     I believe that the Illuminati are trying to buy gold from people(surely you have seen the endless TV commercials and magazine ads), to bargain to keep their power upon the arrival of the Annunaki after 2012. Many of us know this, some by intuition, ETs “education” or/and past-life memories and I will tell you this: The Annunaki, like us, like many cosmic races, have evolved over time (since the seeding of our Civilization) and they do not give a damn about our gold! They are coming to redeem themselves and free Earth from the hold of negative power.

     They feel responsible for our issues and they simply want to put us on the right path, not by governing us, but by making us totally aware of our true genesis and history. The Illuminati won’t be able to bargain for their lives with gold.

The (short) Greys or Zeta They are Universals. Much misunderstood and maligned, they are often confused with grey bio-robots that the Reptilians use to carry out their despicable abductions/torture and hybrid experiments. The “real” Greys are positive emanations of what my Guide calls the Fuchsias or pink-tan benevolent Beings. These Beings often also appear as pure Beings of Light who try to communicate with Humanity often through dreams. These Greys are the conscience of humanity and monitor geneticists’ activities in the Galactic Federation and often “help” other seeding species, like the Annunaki, in the process of their Creatures’ evolution. They are midwives of consciousness; facilitators of communication; teachers and custodians. They are deeply intelligent and emotionally rich, although they do not outwardly reflect that at first encounter. They help species go from 3rd and 4^th to 5^th dimensional consciousness. They reproduce by cloning.

The Ataien

Charted Epsilon Eridani star. They are insect-like Beings who resemble the praying mantis. Very intelligent, they embody meditation, kindness and compassion. Jittery, they emit a clicking sound as reported by people who have come into contact with them. Key-words here are: Zen Buddhism; power in meditation and stillness; Healing; astral projection, rest and sleep and their rejuvenating properties. Respect for all creatures, insects included of course.

The Lyrans

Lyra constellation. Musical race which uses rhythms and vibrations in communication. Link to ancient Greece. Music is also used to elevate consciousness and for healing. Masters of Echo-technology, they extend the power and broadcast of sound waves. If you feel a link to Lyra, you are a born musician and/or music lover, and you learn to express yourself through sound. Possible incarnation in ancient Greece or Lyra constellation. Music soothes and heals you as well as it can energize and empower you.

The Orions

Canis Major – in the Orion Belt. They are very ancient and dog-like in appearance. Strong link to Egypt, the pyramids and pharaohs; death and rebirth and sacred geometry. We find Orions in Northern Mexico myths (the Hopi). If you feel an affinity to Orion, you may have been Native Indian or Egyptian in your past-life incarnation on Earth. Orions teach us not to fear death, as it is infallibly always followed by rebirth – which is a freeing and empowering concept. Orions are also linked to dimensional gates (read Sitchin); mythology; heritage; history; love of dogs and wolves and with Guardianship (Anubis).

The Sirians

Sirius; Canis Minor. Cat-like Beings, influenced Egyptian civilization (Bastet is but one example, Goddess of beauty and cats). They embody the connection between intuition and the dream world, and the connection of Heaven and Earth. Link to Isis and Goddess Consciousness and to Orion and Anubis. Seeking and finding a Soul mate is also part of their influence. Possible Earth past life as Egyptian. Love of felines. The sphynx, guardian of the pyramids and the gateway to heaven. Learn and teach Wicca. The Dogon tribe of west Africa knew about Sirius since ancient times.

The Andromedans

Andromeda star system. The Andromedans, also known as “Nordics” (for their obvious physical similarities to the Scandinavian people of Earth) are athletic, have light blue to translucent white skin, are explorers, travelers, always curious and helpful. They are erotic beings who find power in color, and the visual. Healing and transmission of wisdom through love and knowledge. Positivity of technology; cosmic wanderers, travelers, adventurers. They are associated with the Rainbow (Bifrost of the ancient Vikings comes to mind). To get into the “vibe” of the Nordics, study Nordic mythology, anthropology, sociology and Tantra. They are, at present, destroying key under-water bases around the globe, from which the Reptilians have negatively controlled Humans for thousands of years.

The Vegans

Vega, Arabic for “Stone Eagle,” is a star/planet in the constellation of Lyra.  This planet has 2 stars and 2 moons and is 5^th dimensional. Its people are in the process of becoming Light Beings.  Blue-skinned, the Vegans are the gods of the Indian Veda. They are erotic, sensual, artistic, reflective, many-skilled, intuitive, telepathic and they are great at dealing with beings existing at lower vibration without making them feel “inferior”. They are sex masters. Sometimes these Beings change density and go from solid to liquid for astral travel, as the Zon do as well. Starseed vocation; Transformation, far-sightedness, Civilization and dissemination of knowledge, wisdom and healing/balancing. Great body care – may have an interest in cosmetics.

The Arcturians

Arcturus star. Highly evolved, 5+ density. Keepers of all knowledge; “Librarians” of the cosmos. Crop-circles; crystal technology and link to Atlantis. Diplomats. Benevolent. Angular, long-faced. Diplomacy, custodianship; record-keeping; discipline; honor. School concept and ideal – teaching and learning. Akashic records. Interest in Genealogy, Archaeology and social history and costumes.

The Oceanics

Planet Earth (but not exclusively!) Whales and dolphins, inter-dimensional creatures whose energy balances that of Earth and raises its vibrational frequency. Regeneration. Live by compassion and love. Fluid intelligence and the power to travel between different environments/dimensions. Heart. Hope.

The Astrals

Earth’s etheric field is the location. Humans whose spirits are in transition between dimensions. A pause to decide where to go next. Ghosts are earth-bound spirits who do not go into the Light. The Astrals often act as Guides for new people who die and cross over. Inter-dimensional period for reflection. They reassure us of the fact that souls live eternally and our loved ones are safe and happy. Read (any) books by Robert Moody and Brian Weiss.

The Elementals and the Fairies

Earth. Connection to Aradia; Earth-bound, Gaia lovers. They are shape-shifters, they possess Magickal powers and they are stewards of our planet. Consciousness of each element: Ether, Air, Earth, Water and Fire.  Key-words are: instinct, pride, wisdom. Fairies have a strong link to nature; they are innocent, free-spirited, benevolent and resilient; they are teeny, winged creatures. Study Celtic myths and enjoy and appreciate the beauty of nature. The Elementals and the Fairies can be called upon to heal Gaia (or Terra, the Earth).

The Animals

Earth – special souls who come often (but not always) as companions of Humans, or Children of Gaia, the Earth. Benevolent; unconditional love, companionship, loyalty, devotion and trust. Sacrifice, empathy, telepathy. They have child-like innocence and profound wisdom. The giving and receiving of unconditional love. Instinct. Learn these qualities from them and from the similarly pure energy of babies and children. Adopt a stray responsibly; support no-kill shelters; adopt vegetarianism.

On a more personal note, I think of my cats (5 now; 6 have passed on over the years) as my “babies”, but I am very well aware of the fact that they (and ALL animals) are very powerful Beings who have come to experience life on Earth as non-Humans, and who unselfishly provide us with healing and unconditional love, the one they give, and the one they allow us to give to them. They are gifted! Being both telepathic and empathic, I feel they “download” wisdom about the Universe into our eyes, through their eyes. All this greatness and the added bonus of being wonderfully entertaining!

The Shadow People

Earth-bound, negative Spirits, some used to be Human, some are negative Elementals who “claim” certain environments, like wooded areas, homes, ancient ruins/sites, etcetera. The pain in these spirits blocks the flow of love and positivity; stagnation; unwillingness to progress; attachment to places, and sometimes to people (hauntings); a state of illness, physical or mental. To banish these Energies, gently smudge with Sage and ask them kindly to go into the Light. Let go of the old and invite the new; be open to receiving abundance.

The Chupacabra

Under-the-Earth dwellers, sighted prevalently in the Latin world (South America, specifically); They resemble quilled gargoyles. They feed on animal blood, fly by their quills on their back. They are very instinctual, selfish and spiritually not very evolved. Linked to feelings of spite, jealousy, anger. Extremely instinctual mode of existing – surviving, as opposed to living; leeching off of the energy of others. Sex seen only as release or conquest. To counter this way of being, meditate and pray to elevate your vibration. Do Angel work.

The Grey look-alikes

Resemble the Greys physically only, but taller. Bio-mechanical beings genetically engineered; they are unfeeling and often conduct experiments on Humans on behalf of the Reptilians. Manipulations, insensitivity, lack of conscience. Minions, slave-to-another state; living and acting to benefit another’s agenda. Being misguided in the use of one’s energy. Many brutal alien-abductions attributed to the Greys are indeed the work of these beings, or of the Draconians (Reptilians) themselves.

Robotics

Universals – Often 1^st soul’s incarnation experience before becoming biological entity; poetry of mathematics. They have consciousness (animistic principle). They live a life of conformity and numbness, lack of individuality. They can be A) “Borg”-like warrior types which have hive-mind consciousness. They often go rogue when individuality starts to emerge; or B) Mannequin-like; emotionless, usually neutral, they act as if programmed for “good” or “evil” at times. Body-shells used to trap souls. Robotics and Mannequins may evolve in consciousness as they progress in the wheel of Karma.

Demons of the Void

Universals – Lowest energy beings existing inside and outside the Void. The Void is a black hole where souls saturated with negativity and hatred, or possessed by demons, live temporarily. Rehab of negative souls, eventually re-released into the wheel of karma. Linked to black magick, cruelty, sadism, violent crimes, drug or/and alcohol addiction, madness, mental illness, hopelessness. Death, disconnect from others and all that is, despair, trapped in one’s own mind, feeling lost. Smudge yourself with sage and ask the Angels for help to lift yourself out of a low-vibratory state of consciousness. Clean-up your lifestyle; don’t be too proud to ask for help. Love yourself.

The Draconians or Reptilians

Very ancient race linked to Alpha Draconis constellation, may have originated in far away places in the cosmos (in relation to our Milky Way galaxy). They are enemies of Humans, who they consider inferior and insignificant. However, they use us by leeching energy from us or by eating us. Very clever, ancient race, they are master geneticists and brutal warriors; they are spiritually unevolved however, and despise the Light. Chthulu or Satanic energy; links to South America, in the declining phase of the Aztec and Maya civilizations. The Reptilians control Humans (and other races they deem inferior) through the vibrations of fear (this is the energy they feed upon); through genetic manipulations; the institution of government and that of religion; the world of politics, sports, entertainment, fashion, the media, and through war. The “people” behind all these are known as the Illuminati or Globalists; the acts of cruelty and manipulation are rituals for them to feed their power. This is their religion.

They unleash demons on the Earth plane to corrupt or weaken Humans; mind control is their greatest tool, and they promote the misuse of sexuality to humiliate, debase and control. They know that Human sexuality is sacred and powerful and so they have created religion(s) that have completely twisted and polarized its original meaning; Catholicism is based on the distortion of sexuality and virtue; control of the male over the female, concepts of guilt and sin, and mental enslavement. This has been happening on Earth for thousands of years. Key words here are: Greed, hierarchy, inequality, judgment, status, racism, all forms of discrimination and disease. The Reptilians are responsible for genetically altering Humans and animals to create a predator-and-prey cycle, the polarization of Male and Female, and they have engineered most of our diseases, amongst which cancer and AIDS. Pop culture is often used as a distraction to keep people from thinking and being aware of what is truly happening. Study Hindu concept of Maya (reality is an illusion), go within and go into nature to regenerate. Stay positive and be selective with what you choose to watch on TV. The world is changing very fast on multiple levels; things will get really bad before they get really good. Do not be shackled by fear, instead, stay anchored in the hope of a New Earth: It is coming! Stay in the Light, shine your Light, live the Light and all will be well, it is as simple as that. Trust in the Universal balance.

The Shirrak

These Beings live in the core of a star in our Galaxy, they are a subterranean race. They are known as “mind benders” and their speak is a hiss/shriek. They are excellent at logic and mathematics but, most importantly, they fight Reptilians and try to shield us from them.

The Alpha

These Beings value power, achievement and dominance.

The Beta

Nesters; great protectors; can be ethnocentric in the extreme.

Talus

A star populated by Beings who are crafters of ideas and matter and are masters of Manifestation.

The Indigo

These Beings are kind and sensitive frequency shifters; they easily travel through dimensions. They make great Wanderers.

Da-Huun

A dimensional plane or hub of Air and Fire (astrological currents). Its Beings are usually sent to “school” on Earth or other “school planets.” They are very young souls.

The Core

Universal. The Core, also known as Brahma, the Source, the Light etc. is basically God and merging with It; return to the source; state of perpetual Bliss in just “being”. Timelessness, end of tests, completion, connection with all Life; communion with God by arriving at godliness within. Pure, unconditional Love and Compassion. The power to create new worlds. The beginning, the end and the new beginning. Eternity, peace, balance, Oneness. Nirvana.

This is material copyrighted to me.

As for Kobalt YES! I have organized my notes and II have begun the novel! I will talk about this very soon.

Life is strange; as I was writing my last post on October 12, I was having some marital problems, but I would have never fathomed that, later, an argument with my husband would lead to a divorce. We were both unhappy in the (10 years) relationship, but as I always hoped we could recreate and enrich the relationship, my husband was secretly seeing and falling in love with a younger woman. The 10th of October (my 50th birthday) would be the last time I'd see Davin. On October 14th, he announced, in an e-mail, that divorce papers would follow. I have been riding an emotional roller coaster since then, and, looking past the pain, the tears and sentimentalism, I find myself feeling free, optimistic, happy and excited about my new life as single woman and artist. I am still shaking out the last of the shock and tears, but "I shall return" ;) Soon.

I am back

Time flies, I can't believe my last post was September 18! I am on a bit of a "staycation" and I am enjoying it, with plenty of time for cooking healthy food, dancing, facebooking and blogging! Also visiting with dear friends and family.
As you know, I am looking for a publisher for Ziggurat10 and one of the places I sent a proposal to was Redwheel/Wiser. They sent me an e-mail telling me that, although the book was interesting, they thought it would not be as best suited to their main publishing house, but rather to their offshoot, Turning Stone Press. I got a little excited! They said someone from Turnstone would contact me in the following days. My husband and I did a little research and we discovered that Turnstone Press is, in fact, a self-publishing press, and you know I feel about those. Not that you cannot be successful self-publishing! It is just not for me and, as you can imagine, the initial excitement fizzled.
A couple of days later I did receive an e-mail by Turnstone Press telling me my work had been "chosen" to be one of their new publishing projects and they sent a PDF of their services. They wanted $6,500 to edit and create a website for me. HA! I am an editor, I trained myself to be and I have actually, successfully edited other people's work, as well as my own,  so I don't need that. Web page? I created this blog, the web page is next. The story did not end here. Two days ago, around 9:00 a.m. the phone rings and, surprise, surprise, it is the chief editor at Turnstone Press asking me, with an incredulous tone, if I read the PDF that came with the e-mail, and I said "yes" and she was about to delve deeper into their services, and what an opportunity this is, blah blah so I politely said:"Thank you for the opportunity but I am not interested" and she finally hung up. I have to admit, it felt good to have the upper hand with a book publisher, for once.

Too bad Wiser was such a disappointment, but I sent proposals to many more publishing houses and I know one will be a perfect match for my work. I believe we do create our own reality, so never get "psyched out" by rejections and scams, continue writing, continue networking and submitting your work and what needs to happen, will happen!

Researching other publishing houses, online, I have noticed that many of them now have Self Publishing departments and one must really be careful to differentiate while publisher-hunting. This is all for tonight - more to come, I want to write about Kobalt :)